{"id":794,"date":"2011-07-13T08:26:00","date_gmt":"2011-07-13T08:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fastlandstois.wordpress.com\/2011\/07\/13\/summer-changes-and-patience"},"modified":"2011-07-13T08:26:00","modified_gmt":"2011-07-13T08:26:00","slug":"summer-changes-and-patience","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/2011\/07\/13\/summer-changes-and-patience\/","title":{"rendered":"Summer, changes and patience"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It has been too long my friends\u2026way too long.<br \/>There is no exuse.<br \/>I am camel poo.<\/p>\n<p>Or not.<br \/>Time has been spent in the sun, with Alexius and Wallstone + friends.<br \/>Life is darned good this time of year.<br \/>Yet I find my self reflecting on how I deal with changes.<br \/>Big ones.<br \/>Am I humble and accepting or do I fight it?<br \/>I can, without a shaddow of a doubt, say that I always try to project the image of humble selfacceptance but I secretly try to fight it when no one else can see me.<br \/>Late at night in bed when those dark thoughts impose on my oh so fluffy, loving mantras.<br \/>And it gets to me. Those ominous thoughts linger til the morning. Colouring my day and..yes my life.<br \/>It is time.<br \/>Its time to actually BE humble and accepting and stop pretending that I am. As it turns out, that is harder than yours truly could ever imagine.<\/p>\n<p>But hey, this could be the beginning of something new, something outstanding.<br \/>Something awesome (as Emma P would say).<br \/>So here I go\u2026not again\u2026but for the first time: on the path of being nice to myself.<br \/>I will do some seriouse buttaching, mindblowingly awesome ninja kickass of those dark cloudy thoughts in the dark of night. <br \/>No retreat, no surrender! On my command, UNLEASH HELL!<br \/>And don\u2019t you worry, im quite sure ill still be me, still cheeky ,<br \/>stubborn, straight to the point and with a smile on my face. <br \/>Just nicer to myself.<\/p>\n<p>Tons of love to all of you out there..i miss you. <br \/>And you know it.<\/p>\n<p>Until later\u2026<\/p>\n<p>[youtube http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TCQz4swKqWI]<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img width='1' height='1' src='' alt='' \/><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It has been too long my friends\u2026way too long.There is no exuse.I am camel poo. Or not.Time has been spent in the sun, with Alexius and Wallstone + friends.Life is darned good this time of year.Yet I find my self reflecting on how I deal with changes.Big ones.Am I humble and accepting or do I &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[209,392,580],"class_list":["post-794","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-okategoriserade","tag-humble","tag-patience","tag-wallstone","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/794","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=794"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/794\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}