{"id":56,"date":"2007-11-05T22:48:00","date_gmt":"2007-11-05T22:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fastlandstois.wordpress.com\/2007\/11\/05\/not-directly"},"modified":"2007-11-05T22:48:00","modified_gmt":"2007-11-05T22:48:00","slug":"not-directly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/2007\/11\/05\/not-directly\/","title":{"rendered":"Not directly&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Up the stairs locked up safely<br \/>distance fulfills its meaning<br \/>As fear comes closer bravely<br \/>to release this well-known feeling<br \/>I&#8217;m not unhappy, not directly<br \/>Just a bit cold and<br \/>comfortably lonely<br \/>But I hope I will eventually<br \/>dare to defy my funny reasons<br \/>or at least try&#8230;<br \/>Find a spot, an empy space<br \/>Another room, another place<br \/>As my lonely wishes starts<br \/>I&#8217;m secretely lost in the dark<br \/>If a chance would accidentally<br \/>come my way<br \/>I would take it, wouldn&#8217;t let it slip away, oh no<br \/>But until that day I&#8217;ll be here hiding<br \/>convincing myself I&#8217;m really trying&#8230;<br \/>To find a spot, an empty space<br \/>Another room, another space<br \/>If the mask falls off or in case<br \/>One of us would change our ways<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img width='1' height='1' src='' alt='' \/><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Up the stairs locked up safelydistance fulfills its meaningAs fear comes closer bravelyto release this well-known feelingI&#8217;m not unhappy, not directlyJust a bit cold andcomfortably lonelyBut I hope I will eventuallydare to defy my funny reasonsor at least try&#8230;Find a spot, an empy spaceAnother room, another placeAs my lonely wishes startsI&#8217;m secretely lost in the &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-56","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=56"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/56\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=56"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=56"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kahlbom.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=56"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}