We all have that lego-on-the-floor-blues, as Mr Schyffert would say, every now and then. The feeling of the mundane everyday flow.
Well..i don’t usually get that kind of blues. Caus I love every day.
I love how things just flow and I love how I get to enjoy the company of my son and husband every day. I don’t even miss going out to clubs or fancy bars.
I sometimes miss only having myself to consider.
That’s it to be honest.
And the crappy hormonal-blues that kicks in once a month is no joke for those who suffer from it (like myself). Thank god for happy-pills from my doctor or I would be a very single woman. I wonder how many relationships I screwed up in my days before I realized that the pms:monster made me unbearable for anyone (myself included) and did something about it? Quite a few im sure.
If any of you old “relationship-victims” out there read this: I offer my sincere apologies.

I forgot my log-in badge for work at home this morning. Crap.
Indeed crap. But no earth shattering disaster. Yet it felt like one, It really did.
THAT´S the work of the PMS:monster. Everything gets blown out of proportion.
And I look like a hobo today. Hair all messed up, caus I was too tired to fix it this morning, jeans, longsleeved t-shirt and a fleece jacket plus my trés chic trekking boots.
I know..stylish. I am yet to be commented on by my colleagues but I think the “don’t-mess-with-me-today”-look keeps ´em off my back until lunchtime at least.
And another thing that pisses me off, while we are on the anatomical topic, why oh why does our good Lord think it’s a good idea to 1) make ut pms:monsters 2) …and at the same time puts us in the making-baby-kinda-mood?
NO man finds a pms:monster attractive and for good reason = no baby-making(-practice). Crappy planning by Mr Lord. Or is it Dr Lord?
Who knows.

Upsides this Friday:
* 2 cups of java; check!
* Excellent lunchbox today (home-made kroppkakor and lingonberry jam)
* FRIDAY for gods sake
* Eventful weekend planned with friends
* Very much in love with husband who puts up with a lot of crap every month around this time.
* I get to play w WeeMan a lot. That rocks.
…not bad when I look at it.
And THAT´S the work of the PMS:monster too…first chaos then bliss. In the time frame of 3 minutes.

I have stuff to do…no really I do.
Until later.

Ps. MajkensPappa: Happy now?